The Physician Buried Inside the Radiologist

I received this from Dr. Akhila Prasad, Sr. Specialist, Dr. RML Hospital, New Delhi. You can reach her at akhil43 at

“I came across your new blog. It is very thought provoking and has encouraged me to share a similar 15-years old story.

I was a resident in radiology working in a busy 1500-bedded Govt. Hospital in Delhi. You can very well imagine the pressure of work we were under. It was one such busy morning with the USG room swarming with patients. There is this general “known to” syndrome that we all have to deal with, especially in a free service Govt. Hospital. I had to handle a request from a distant friend of my husband who had referred his office peon and his three-years old daughter, who had been asked to get an X-ray done of the spine by some general physician (GP) as she had had a fall and needed to be take care off, since they were poor.

I readily said yes and when he presented the GP’s requisition form and my friend’s letter of recommendation, I very conveniently and quite mechanically picked up an X-ray form and ordered X-rays for the same, without really applying my mind. It was actually “one down” for me, so that I could take up the “next”! (in the never ending crowded room full of patients).

The man promptly came back after an hour or so with the X-ray plates for me to see, which to my cursory glance was a normal dorsolumbar spine. I was ready to pack him off, in my mind thinking, “Ok, my job is over”!

The man lingered on, pointing to his daughter’s back, saying, “Jab se yeh giri hai, isko yahan soojan saa hai, please aap iske peet ka USG kar deejiye.” (Since she has fallen, she has had a swelling in her back and can you please do her USG?) I was ready to snap at him saying, “peet ka USG nahi hota, aap yeh X-ray apne doctor ko dikha deejiye, yeh normal hai”. (We don’t do USGs of the back. Please go and show this X-ray to your doctor). I couldn’t really see any “soojan” (swelling) there on a cursory inspection.

Something made him persist and insist that I should see his daughter’s back with USG. A father’s heart perhaps…something made me comply to what at that time sounded like an unreasonable, illogical request…a mother’s heart perhaps! His daughter though from an entirely different social strata, somewhere somehow probably reminded me of my own three-years old….

Just to get him off my back, I put a probe on her abdomen and received a nasty shock! There was a large retroperitoneal mass crossing the midline and displacing the aorta anteriorly. Though there was no swelling where the father had indicated on the back, there was this mass, unknown to him in the front.

The next steps were a complete haze to my numb resident brain. I rapidly went ahead with a contrast-enhanced CT scan and an MRI in the next two days, involved the pediatric surgeon, got all the “free sanction” formalities done that a poor patient is entitled to in our Govt. Hospital and quickly got a tissue diagnosis of neuroblastoma, adequately staged!

Next came the hurdle of treatment and the pediatric surgeon was kind enough to refer and recommend the case to her colleague at the All India Institute of Medical Sciences (AIIMS) for free treatment (chemotherapy and pediatric oncosurgery are not available in our hospital) and the girl was quickly enrolled in for chemotherapy followed by surgery. To cut a long three-years story short, she was fully treated and went into complete remission!

In all this, the girl’s father remained truly grateful and extremely indebted to me, thanking me at every step and very religiously following every medical step and going through whatever that was required of him as the father of the child. Little did he realize how close I had come to miss the lesion!

Just because he came through an indirect private GP’s referral as a “known to” and as a “favor” that I had to finish off as part of that day’s hurly burly, with the attitude that it was not my job to go the extra mile or do an USG since I am a radiologist and not a clinician and I had done my job by getting the X-rays done…how horribly wrong such a line of thinking would have been!

A timely diagnosis, quick efficient work up, jumping the queue in a Govt. set up, taking care of the cost factor, quickly putting the ball into the concerned clinician’s court, the right form of therapy quickly initiated and followed up, with the diligent persistent co-operation of the child’s father…all worked wonders!

But even to this day, it sends a chill down my spine when I realize how close I had come to miss the pathology! As to how I would have been personally responsible for this child’s demise had it gone undetected!

It would still have been easy to justify…for all you know I would not even have come to know of the subsequent events, as that man hardly mattered in my life…the disease would have taken its own time to appear. You can say it was never my primary responsibility as a radiologist…but that is not the point! The point is there was a moral responsibility! There was the moral and ethical responsibility that I had as a doctor, forget as a radiologist, but just as a basic MBBS doctor, as a physician buried in every radiologist that I needed to exercise to take care of the faith and trust that the father had reposed it me.

And how horribly I would have shattered that trust had I not come up to the basic expectation of a common man.

To this day, he looks upon me as someone great who has saved his child. She is a strapping young woman all of 13, the same age as my daughter. In fact during the early years of treatment, he in all his gratitude would deliver fresh eggs produced out of his “murgis” (hens) that he was rearing to provide extra nourishment to his daughter! And he would bring those few eggs for my daughter.

He has unknowingly taught me valuable lessons that I learnt, thankfully the hard but not the harsh way, luckily early in my career, lessons that have stayed with me ever since…lessons to pass on to all newcomers….

1. Every X-ray or CT or MRI you report is not a film but a person. A live, breathing, living, thriving person with a story behind him or her, a puzzle or a mystery to be solved, sometimes a “Pandora’s box” waiting to be opened!

2. You may view yourself as “just a Radiologist”, and believe that it is the clinician’s job to solve the jigsaw puzzle…but the patient who is so trustingly lying in front of you or the attendant who is so anxiously peering down the unintelligible films that you are reading in front of him, doesn’t think that!


You owe it to him to at least not shatter his blind trust!

3. Sometimes, many a times, the normal procedure of the patient first going to the clinician, and then the clinician ordering a particular radiology test is bypassed! You as a radiologist may be the first point of contact for the patient! And they believe you are God.



Yes, you can always say, “It is not my domain, I don’t know”! But you should do that AFTER you have done YOUR bit. And after you have shown him the right path to take.

4. That the patient is too poor and you are actually doing him a great favor by doing this much for him in a free Govt. hospital, does NOT give you the right to be casual, lackadaisical or lethargic and show clinical inertia, or should I say “Radiological” inertia. In this case, my initial horrible first reaction was, “Ok, such a heavy day, such an indirect “known to” referral and he is being so fussy even though there is nothing in the case.” How horribly wrong I would have been if I had followed my first reaction!

Inside every radiologist lies a physician.

Don’t let him or her die!


  1. Jaya Bajaj says:

    Wonderful story! Reaffirms my belief that Medicine is more of an art than science!

  2. Rajiv Rattan says:

    Very nice story and a great reminder to us all.

  3. Dr.Geeta Kadayaprath says:

    Brilliant reading,Akhila! Rare courage in realising and admitting a miss.I am sure this episode has only made you a better clinician with all your sensibilities in place.Well done and keep the physician in you alive for the larger good!!!!!
    There is a great learning in this for all of us!

  4. This just goes to show that medicine is more of an art than science. The medical curriculum does not prepare any one of us to be humane. It is now only about money, success, power and position. Lets get back to medicine and become doctors once again.

  5. Seema Goel Gupta says:

    Awakening indeed for all of us. I share my view. Always listen to the patient.

  6. Dr.M.D.Singh says:

    This story of Dr Akhila is not true for radiologist only but for every spl. We cannot shun away our responsibility of being a basic physician first and specialist later on. At the same time we have no right to be casual and callous just because our patients are not paying anything in the form of direct money to us, We are not only paid a handsome amount for the service that we provide but are also being given experience, degrees and social respect. Thus, we are morally bound to give each of our patients the best service as a human, as a physician and at the end as a specialist

  7. n number of times we all radiologists/sonologists must have missed scrotal pathologies-hernia/hydrocele etc etc , just because we didnt go down as the request is – usg abdomen for lower abdomen pain…

    • Dr.Akhila Prasad says:

      V v true! No. of early pregnancies one can pick up just by caring to put the probe in the lower abdomen in an “Upper abdomen U/S” and warn the patient not to go in for any Xrays for Godsake!, and similarly KUB U/S does NOT mean a 3 point contact wth the skin of pt- i.e 2 K’s & 1 B! Even if it is a KUB U/S, go that extra mile and tell the clinician in 1 line that you have scanned the rest of the abdomen also and is normal or xyz pathology is seen, I need th ept fasting to see more etc.. Be rest assured that you will reap more benifits by this value added service and he will send you only his cases!

      • I think most of the radiologist do screen abdomen even if patient has come for upper abdomen/KUB..etc.. Today only I found dermoid of ovary when patient had come for USG-upper abdomen..

  8. Dr. Manav deep Singh says:

    This story of Dr Akhila is not true for radiologists only but for every specialist. We cannot shun away our responsibility of being a basic physician first and specialist later on. At the same time we have no right to be casual and callous just because our patients are not paying anything in the form of direct money to us, We are not only paid a handsome amount for the service that we provide but are also being given experience, degrees and social respect. Thus, we are morally bound to give each of our patients the best service as a human, as a physician and at the end as a specialist. I would like to quote Guru Gobind Singh here who wrote about his sikh followers, “Inhi ki kripa ke saje hum hain. Nahin mo se Garib Crore pare.” I am what i am because of them. Otherwise there are millions of poor people like me moving all round. Unquote. I think, it perfectly applies to the relationship between doctors and patients of government hospitals.

  9. Ravindra says:

    Yes, the radiologists, pathologists and anesthesiologists are all physicians first and then the specialists. But this fact is generally not observed in day yo day behavior of these doctors especially if they are working in Government Hospitals. They spend so much time and energy in thwarting the work of Physicians and Surgeons ( because of a sense of jealosy, I suppose) that they do not realize that they are making real human beings who happen to be hapless patients, in the process.

  10. It’s really a heart touching incident,reminding the reality of life, the feelings attached to it and the callousness of mechanical medical fraternity in communicating the same to the public,without knowing where the shoe pinches .
    I remember during HSG procedure on my infertility patients ,where simple spasm could present as a tubal block and could play havoc in a newly married’s life. So me and my wife developed enough patience to let the spasm be over ( by medication / communication / sympathizing ) and let the patient come out of ‘ X ray – Room’ with a smile on her face.
    Even in my private practice as a radiologist I am facing lot of criticism by my own so called friends — ” why do you communicate with the patient or give your suggestions or possible line of further management, you are just expected to send a closed envelop containing report on few organs visualized by you and leave rest on us. Because my way of telling the patient about his ailment plugs the loop holes to be misused by clinician.

    As said by Bhagat Ravidas ji—–
    ਸੋ ਕਤ ਜਾਨੈ ਪੀਰ ਪਰਾਈ ॥ So Kath Jaanai Peer Paraaee || How can anyone know the pain of another, ਸੂਹੀ (ਭ. ਰਵਿਦਾਸ) ਗੁਰੂ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ ਸਾਹਿਬ : ਅੰਗ ੭੯੩ ਪੰ. ੧੫ ਜਾ ਕੈ ਅੰਤਰਿ ਦਰਦੁ ਨ ਪਾਈ ॥੧॥ ਰਹਾਉ ॥ Jaa Kai Anthar Dharadh N Paaee ||1|| Rehaao || If there is no compassion and sympathy within? ||1||Pause|| ਸੂਹੀ (ਭ. ਰਵਿਦਾਸ) ਗੁਰੂ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ ਸਾਹਿਬ : ਅੰਗ ੭੯੩ ਪੰ. ੧੫


  1. […] One more piece from Dr. Akhila Prasad, Sr. Specialist, Dr. RML Hospital, New Delhi that makes her think. You can reach her at akhil43 at She earlier wrote the piece, “The Physician Buried Inside the Radiologist”. […]

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